I'm fine le.. i guess it's juz tt i cant help thinking back when i saw those fotos.. ya.. he's the past le.. i shud put him behind.. he's juz a fren.. he was a season.. nv meant to be a lifetime.. ya.. i'm in the present nw.. looking into the future.. I have Eric nw.. I shudn't let him down.. Sorry dear.. I noe i shudnt think of him etc.. juz cudnt help it when i saw the fotos.. I've put the fotos in an 'ulu ulu' place.. wun be touching it for a long long time.. =) I'll be by ur side.. juz like u r by my side.. Even when the mountains crumble and falls... We still haf each other.. Aishiteru..
haven been blogging for... erm... days?? weeks??? haha.. ppl complaining le... =P yea.. actually nth much happened oso la.. sch reopened like last week.. been bz lor.. finally i'm paying attention to lectures.. haha.. ya.. joined stage play oso.. it's like chinese drame la.. ya.. TIFFANY IN CHINESE DRAMA????!!!! ya.. I'M IN!! bleahx.. i noe my mandarin sucks.. bt like the ppl there oso speak english ma.. then according to Sheena, their mandarin oso 'hao bu dao na li qu'.. aha.. ya.. so juz try out lor.. de-stress ma.. since dancesports getting super boring.. dunno y.. hmm.. i oso dunno wat to say la..
erm.. this goes out to a friend of mine who went for a knee operation.. dunno whether he still visits my blog.. bt still wanna say.. plz do take care.. dun everything oso heck care.. ya.. get well soon.. dun keep playing sakka k.. =)
anw.. was packing my drawer where all my precious stuffs are kept.. was clearing the drawer of useless ticket stubs.. neocards tt i placed together in a pouch.. letters sent by frens kept in a big envelope.. then i saw fotos... a set which was taken at my fren's birthday.. another set which was specially developed for mi by a special person.. was looking thru those fotos when this sad sad missing a person feeling came over mi.. half of mi wanted to cry.. half of mi wanted to see tt person tt very moment.. i still miss him after all this time.. i still pray for him.. looking back on those memories with him.. wo hao xiang hao xiang hui dao ni shen bian.. bt.. i noe we were nv meant to be.. he gave too little while i gave too much the first time.. i gave too little the second time.. would it be different if i had given a little more?? make the effort to call, to msg.. juz to say i missed him?? i dunno.. no use crying over spilt milk i guess.. bt juz cant help missing him.. cant help thinking of him.. y cant i seem to get over him?? when will i be able to forget abt him.. or mayb juz rmb him as a fren.. half of mi dun want to forget mi.. half of mi want to.. zhen de hao mao dun...
hmm... let mi start with thurs..
Thurs:
Went out with Sheena, Kelvin, Michael and 2 new frens, Alvin and Jonathan. yea.. supposed to meet at 12 at Jurong East Mrt.. bt i was late.. abt 40 mins late.. thanks to the bus.. stupid 143.. took so long... $%^&* backside pain man... then when i got there, chatted with Sheena lor.. cox she blur blur forgot to intro mi to Alvin and Jonathan.. did so onli abt an hr later.. -.- then Michael came abt 1.. then Kelvin arrived.. super hungry by tt time.. haha.. was walking to Mac when i spotted a banner saying tt there will be an ice skating competition from 25-28 Nov.. wat the hell... nevertheless, we had lunch and went up hoping we can still skate abit.. bt so suay.. cannot.. ended up playing pool.. played games at the arcade.. made Kelvin dance para para.. damn funny.. haha.. pool oso very funny.. i play with Sheena play till i tummy cramp from luffing too much.. realli lor.. u see her aim until very 'wu say' then mis-cue.. -.- i pengx man.. the guys were playing billard at first.. then later switched to pool oso.. then oso very funny.. see Kelvin trying to blow the ball away from the pocket.. see Michael, Alvin and Jonathan keep missing the pockets.. haha.. then after tt we went to the ice skating rink there.. hoping the competition start le.. then we can watch.. bt no.. haven start.. then Sheena had to leave cox meeting her frens to pass another fren b'day present i think.. ya.. then leave mi with 4 guys.. -.- actually we were arguing abt catching a movie.. then in the end nv go.. then Jonathan left.. dunno go where.. i cant rmb.. leave mi, Mic, Kel and Alvin.. then we went to mum mum.. then played arcade again.. the guys wanted to play lan at first.. bt i managed to psycho them play arcade.. dun bang seh mi.. haha.. had fun at the arcade.. luff like siaox... then got 1 game mux keep shaking the joystick de.. then i pitted against Alvin cox mic and kel playing streetFighters VS dunno wat... then play tt game play till hand ache.. -.- bt it was fun.. then later met up with Sheena at Orchard.. Kel din come along.. tt pig~ so left mi, Mic and Alvin.. then we 3 crap on the bus all the way from JE to Orchard.. those leng siao hua.. etc.. then tummy cramp again.. $%^& ya.. then later walk arnd orchard for awhile then decide to go KBox.. kinda dun.. all sing till 'zuo yin' bt no one cared.. haha.. cox onli us 4 ma.. then crap alot lor.. actually we were allowed to sing till 2 am i think.. bt none of us were prepared to stay tt late.. then nt enuff finances to get hm.. so we left abt 12... then Eric came to pick mi up.. wanted to take last bus hm.. bt so suay.. we reach the bus stop, our last bus left.. so no choice.. take cab hm.. then i found a HP.. Muahahaha... Siemens CX65 wor.. got camera somemore.. haha.. so heng.. =P then tt's the end of the day le lor...
Fri:
din do much.. practically slept the whole day thru again.. then at nite went to meet Eric for midnite movie.. watched the Shutter.. Scary!! Blardy hell.. y nw the horror shows so freaky de.. scare the hell out of mi.. $%^&**&^% then i ate the Jumbo Hotdog combo.. then tio stomachache.. went hm.. in pain.. washed up then went to bed.. slept very un-soundly...
Sat:
Woke up abt 7+am.. went toilet.. wanna shit cannot shit.. wannt puke cannot puke.. stomach still pain pain.. then abt 8.30 then i started vomitting.. abt 10+ mummy bring mi go see doc.. Eric came along.. bt then i puke like 6 times le lor.. then puked another 2 times at the clinic.. very xin ku sia... then doc tok cock to mi.. say cannot eat solid hard hard food.. eat porridge.. EE... i hate porridge.. then he say he can eat it 7days a week.. like i care... then nv tell mi y i sick.. give mi medicine.. then i go hm rest le.. supposed to accompany Eric go repair his specs.. bt din, cox mi sick.. 'puked' 2 more times at hm.. bt nth came out.. tt explains the inverted commas.. then i K.O.. then Eric went hm.. supposed to go repair his specs.. bt he din.. cox he say the shop close.. nvm.. then he went hm.. his bro brought another dog hm.. i believe to be a mongrel.. then he played with it.. went to bath.. read a book and guess wat?! FELL ASLEEP.. bt nvm.. dun blame him.. he woke up at 10 to accompany mi to the doc's ma.. then he slept quite late the nite be4.. ya.. then still watched over mi while i sleep after coming hm from the doc's.. i was slping the whole day lor... it;s his off day.. then i so suay fall sick.. wth... he was by my side for the rest of the day lor.. like my maid like tt.. -.- bt ya.. thanks dear.. realli appreciate it.. =) then it was him who woke mi up for my medicine.. somemore feed mi.. so sweet... =X
Sun:
din realli slp well.. cox stomach still kinda painful.. kept waking up.. then the pain machiam got legs lor.. spread to my lower abdomen.. then i walk so painful.. muz hunch then nt so pain.. bt at least i stop vomitting.. din realli eat much yest.. no appetite.. today oso.. the noodles like so tasteless.. so drank milo while watching Eric eat his packet of noodles.. wonder hw he manage to eat tt tasteless thing.. eee... then i sick.. he still bulli mi lor.. $^&**$ then later he went to bath, changed and went to work le.. kinda miss him.. bt oh well.. he'll be back later.. mummy bought KFC hm.. then tt's when my appetite came back a little.. then bro go back to camp le.. his P.O.P this Thursday.. yup... currently, im home alone with the cat.. he looks kinda sick too.. gonna bring him to the vet's soon ba.. when im better tt is.. otherwise, i doubt i'll make it to the vet.. yea.. he's slping on my bed nw.. tt pig~ looks like a dead cat.. haha.. shall stop blogging here... super long post.. doubt u ppl will actually read till the end.. haha.. take carex.. and speedy recovery to mi! =P
ok.. blogging time.. today was CRAP!!! Simply juz crap.. Gawd~ still muz follow mummy go for some stupid event at 9.30.. %^&**^& More crap!! Hw bad can one's life get man.. So horribly messed up... wat a life~
Hi peeps.. if u tried accessing my blog a few days ago, u wud realise either u see a blank screen.. or u see my posts.. but my profile etc were empty.. reason behind it.. erm... my itchy hands.. haha.. was messing with my template thingies.. then my laptop started to lag.. so thinking tt nth has been changed, i juz closed the windows.. by rite, the blog settings wud be the same.. bt unfortunately, perhaps i DID press a stupid button.. then everything *WHOOSH* gone! ya.. nw.. finally.. i've corrected the wrongs.. made them rite.. and i hope u like the new design.. =) yea.. apologise for causing some of u to panic, thinking tt there was sth wrong with ur pc or sth.. heex.. ;) Cheerios!
hmm.. k... think i shud blog...
Sunday:
Er.. lemme think.. morning din do anything.. cox still slping.. slept till 2.30pm.. then woke Eric up.. Mummy was screaming at us to wake up too.. cox so late le we both still slping ma.. then wash up le, stone abit.. at 3, he went to bath.. then went to work at 3.30.. mi stayed at hm.. irritate my bro.. got irritated back.. bt nvm.. used to it le.. tt stupid recruit! anyway, abt 6, mi went out for dinner with my family lor.. went to Bottle Tree Village at Sembawang there.. nt too bad the food.. creative i shud say.. bt waiting time damn long.. service kinda sucked.. then mum mum finish le go hm le lor.. left my hse at abt 10 to meet Eric aft work.. then after tt went gai gai awhile be4 deciding to catch a midnite movie.. watched Taxi.. b'cox 1 of Eric's fren was in the area with his gf, we asked them ot join us lor.. ya.. then after tt, went Bencoolen to mum mum Prata.. met up with a couple of Eric's frens again.. then after tt, played pool for awhile be4 heading hm for a nice warm bath.. and then i flopped onto my bed and went to bed.. both of us K.O man.. haha.. fell aslp when the sun rise lor.. haha.. yea...
Monday:
er... slept till 2pm today... nag abit at Eric cox tt pig refuse to get out of bed.. still use pillow to cover his face... $%^&#@$ nevertheless, i won.. he got out of bed and washed up.. then we both watch tv till 3 then he go pom pom.. and left for work at 3.30.. mi went to pom pom cox was meeting my frens at 4.30.. then i bath hao le, they call mi tell mi to meet at 6 instead.. so anything lor.. ya.. 5.30, left the hse and headed down to town... met them, walked to cine, got tickets for Princess Diaries 2.. then went to Lucky Plaza to play pool.. then walk back to cine to watch the movie.. the shot nt bad la.. kinda funny.. cheesy too.. ya.. after tt went to meet Eric lor.. then play pool (again) at Parklane.. saw a fren.. erm.. someone i met thru another fren.. forgot her name.. bt she rmbered mine.. *so paiseh* so i juz say hi lor.. dunno julie or was it judy.. heck.. sth liddat le.. then took a cab hm.. Eric relaxed at my place for awhile be4 going hm.. then i went to pom pom.. then cooked maggi to makan.. cox hungry... then called Eric le.. nw toking to him.. abt to K.O.. =P tml muz wake up earli cox my mama need my help to style her dancers' hair for a performance... Suck! k la.. dun write le... take care peeps!
Yo Jess! Want mi to blog ar? I oso dunno wat to blog abt sia.. -.- ok.. tt depressed phase has passed.. nt upset anymore.. feeling much better.. still alive.. still kicking.. Yup.. dun worry.. and guess wat?! I passed my exams!! okok.. barely passed.. bt at least still pass la.. *craps* Sheena(s), Jess, Shiya, find 1 day go gai gai leh.. very sianx u noe.. miss u girls man.. haha.. =P yea.. hope to see u girls soon.. =) Miss mi k.. (*-*)V
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